Another Does Of Hazelnut Coffee

What's The Dividing Line?
Sunday, October 01, 2006

Keep in touch, that's what everyone says. So that is what I've been doing. Sending emails, sharing what I've been up to lately. Yet now as I go to answer the same question to others I didn't type to yet I find myself with little, almost nothing to say. This is unlike before. It is not that now nothing has been happening, for life hasn't stopped.
So what's the dividing line, and what's changed? Before was summer, now I am at school.

Why does this make the difference? Why does summer's being over bring little to say? What takes the magic out when life returns to the repetitive (not that there wasn't any repetition during summer?...), to schedule (again, it's not like summer didn't include these elements...?), to the day to day....? It's not like I couldn't share what I did over the summer, yet the words don't come. Yes I remember, as I write (or lack of) but do I share now? No. Why? Before did I share? Yes. As I go to write another, will I find the words to share what I've been up to, past and present? Or will I remain stuck with few words and little information? Here's to hoping the magic can last, that the glory of the greatest moments can be a shared experience, during and after, and that day to day life can share in the magic even bring its own.

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